confuse

nowadays,i hav lots of new friends..
actually,some are lesbian...
but i'm nt lesbian lar,hehe~
erm...they are quite friendly lea...

aikss...
izit single really very good..???
or couples more good..??
which are more suitable me...??
althought i dun hv lover now..
but really feel like lonely sometimes..
need people accompany me...
but..the people must very understand me...
actually,gt lots of people chat with me..
but still feel like not enough...
i'm nt dun wan share with my friends about my problems..
just,dunno what's my problems..
i dunno hw to tell them...

confuse confuse confuse...
i realize,i'm look like nt suitable to couple..
i can't concentrate it...
i can't try it...
if start ady,i think i will wanna give up...
oh my god..what's wrong with me...
maybe my life too boring...>.<
and i feel lonely also...sigh

got people date me out..
i still don't dare to meet them...
i'm shy girl..??
maybe~
i really don't dare...
when they call me to chat with them...
i don't dare pick up their calls...
haiyo..i'm very troubles...
i'm not child anymore...have to be brave ady...
i can't handle anythings by myself...
always need somebody helps me...

sad sad sad..!!!